Resolutions and all

This is the first day of the New Year...

Last night was hard, so hard.
I did not have my brothers with me,
I did not have my love with me,
I did not even have my friend with me.

The greetings were cold and impersonal,
Sent via BBM Broadcast message.
It did not matter much because the ones that mattered were not with me.

I reminisced on the end of 2010.
The crazy things my brothers and I did,
Firecrackers in the mail box hahaha, all the laughter.

I have resolved that 2012 will be a year of positive energy,
A year of success, a year of forming new bonds.
Of letting go of the pains of the past and accepting the pleasures of the present.

I will be cautious of what I do, where I go and the company I keep.
I will surround myself with uplifting and positive people.

There will be sorrows, I will allow myself to 'feel'
I will continue to heal and I will LIVE!!

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!