Remembering you in MY own way

Yesterday I cried for a soul lost in the darkest depths of hell,

Or so it's viewed by so many.

How could you walk away from life,

From US...that's us not US(A) hahaha lame attempt at a joke

Trying to mask the pain as I write...no, type.

Where are you? Where have you gone?

And pray tell, Why did you go?

So I cried and cried and yes, I cried some more,

Squeezing my eyelids shut so tight that all I see are iridescent colours.

Where are you? Where have you gone?

And pray tell, Why did you go?

You left a void that cannot be filled

But memories so vivid and in living colour.

Your soul to me, in the brightest place

As Imam said 'many long to die in the holy period'

The Salat al-Janazah could not have sounded sweeter,

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar

Grief lifted and hope set in that the Most High had forgiven sins and accepted His child.

I am happy because you would have been happy,

I smile because i still see your smile.

I laugh because in my heart I hear your voice and feel your touch.

Your soul to me, in the brightest place.

Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raij'un ( We belong to Allah and to Him we shall return)

Allahu Abkar

R.I.P Bro <3

The Beginning

So my friend sent me the link to her friends' blog and my response was 'no thanks' (shame on me)
Two days later another link, this time to her blog and my response this time ' I don't do blogs'.
One day later here I am on my very account writing this blog and thinking to myself 'omg, this is crazy' (really...double shame on me ha!).

So to all that may eventually follow my blog or pass through on the recommendation of a friend, don't bash it because you are close minded, afraid or just too lazy to read.

Welcome to the mind and heart of TJ!